March 22, 2005
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If anyone is at all ambivalent regarding Terri Schiavo’s
legally-sanctioned murder, and Michael Schiavo’s part in it, just read
this affidavit by a nurse who cared for her for over a year.Here are some paragraphs:
4. It was clear to me at Palm Gardens that all decisions regarding
Terri Schiavo were made by Michael Schiavo, with no allowance made for
any discussion, debate or normal professional judgment. My initial
training there consisted solely of the instruction “Do what Michael
Schiavo tells you or you will be terminated.” This struck me as
extremely odd.
5. I was very disturbed by the decision making
protocol, as no allowance whatsoever was made for professional
responsibility. The atmosphere throughout the facility was dominated by
Mr. Schiavo’s intimidation. Everyone there, with the exception of
several people who seemed to be close to Michael, was intimidated by
him. Michael Schiavo always had an overbearing attitude, yelling
numerous times such things as “This is my order and you’re going to
follow it.” He is very large and uses menacing body language, such as
standing too close to you, getting right in your face and practically
shouting.
6. To the best of my recollection, rehabilitation had
been ordered for Terri, but I never saw any being done or had any
reason at all to believe that there was ever any rehab of Terri done at
Palm Gardens while I was there. I became concerned because Michael
wanted nothing done for Terri at all, no antibiotics, no tests, no
range of motion therapy, no stimulation, no nothing. Michael said again
and again that Terri should NOT get any rehab, that there should be no
range of motion whatsoever, or anything else. I and a CNA named Roxy
would give Terri range of motion anyway. One time I put a wash cloth in
Terri’s hand to keep her fingers from curling together, and Michael saw
it and made me take it out, saying that was therapy.
7. Terri’s
medical condition was systematically distorted and misrepresented by
Michael. When I worked with her, she was alert and oriented. Terri
spoke on a regular basis while in my presence, saying such things as
“mommy,” and “help me.” “Help me” was, in fact, one of her most
frequent utterances. I heard her say it hundreds of times. Terri would
try to say the word “pain” when she was in discomfort, but it came out
more like “pay.” She didn’t say the “n” sound very well. During her
menses she would indicate her discomfort by saying “pay” and moving her
arms toward her lower abdominal area. Other ways that she would
indicate that she was in pain included pursing her lips, grimacing,
thrashing in bed, curling her toes or moving her legs around. She would
let you know when she had a bowel movement by flipping up the covers
and pulling on her diaper and scooted in bed on her bottom.
8.
When I came into her room and said “Hi, Terri”, she would always
recognize my voice and her name, and would turn her head all the way
toward me, saying “Haaaiiiii” sort of, as she did. I recognized this as
a “hi”, which is very close to what it sounded like, the whole sound
being only a second or two long. When I told her humrous stories about
my life or something I read in the paper, Terri would chuckle,
sometimes more a giggle or laugh. She would move her whole body, upper
and lower. Her legs would sometimes be off the bed, and need to be
repositioned. I made numerous entries into the nursing notes in her
chart, stating verbatim what she said and her various behaviors, but by
my next on-duty shift, the notes would be deleted from her chart. Every
time I made a positive entry about any responsiveness of Terri’s,
someone would remove it after my shift ended. Michael always demanded
to see her chart as soon as he arrived, and would take it in her room
with him. I documented Terri’s rehab potential well, writing whole
pages about Terri’s responsiveness, but they would always be deleted by
the next time I saw her chart. The reason I wrote so much was that
everybody else seemed to be afraid to make positive entries for fear of
their jobs, but I felt very strongly that a nurses job was to
accurately record everything we see and hear that bears on a patients
condition and their family. I upheld the Nurses Practice Act, and if it
cost me my job, I was willing to accept that.
9. Throughout my
time at Palm Gardens, Michael Schiavo was focused on Terri’s death.
Michael would say “When is she going to die?,” “Has she died yet?” and
“When is that b**** gonna die?” These statements were common knowledge
at Palm Gardens, as he would make them casually in passing, without
regard even for who he was talking to, as long as it was a staff
member. Other statements which I recall him making include “Can’t
anything be done to accelerate her death – won’t she ever die?” When
she wouldn’t die, Michael would be furious. Michael was also adamant
that the family should not be given information. He made numerous
statements such as “Make sure the parents aren’t contacted.” I recorded
Michael’s statements word for word in Terri’s chart, but these entries
were also deleted after the end of my shift. Standing orders were that
the family wasn’t to be contacted, in fact, there was a large sign in
the front of her chart that said under no circumstances was her family
to be called, call Michael immediately, but I would call them, anyway,
because I thought they should know about their daughter.
I can’t imagine being the Schindlers, and having spent 15 years going through this.
Comments (4)
This is all so sad. I can’t believe there are people out there who think this is okay & its best & wahtever other sick twisted thoughts they have about murdering someone.
This whole situation infuriates me!!! Why can’t Michael be prosecuted? Can’t the parents sue him somehow? He is evil, evil, evil.
Here’s an article quoting a Nobel prize-winning neurologist, who has examined Terri in the past: http://www.bpnews.net/bpnews.asp?ID=20400
Death by starvation doesn’t sound particularly normal or peaceful to me:
“Each day Schiavo is off the feeding tube increases the chance that she will end up in a coma, Hammesfahr said. He described what happens to the human body when it is deprived of food and water.
“‘People who die of starvation, their acid eats through their stomach, they develop infections in their body, their body starts to dissolve from the inside out, they develop seizures, [and] frequently it breaks their back,” he said. “They have to have medications to essentially put them into a coma to not have their body break their back or something of that nature.”
“He explained that the process of putting someone in a coma after withholding nutrition and hydration is part of an “exit protocol” that involves delivering powerful drugs like Morphine and Valium to the patient when they are expected to die.”
As much as I hate this case, here is an interesting website that really gives on the legal (non partisan) gist of what’s going on:
http://abstractappeal.com/schiavo/infopage.html